Jen's Mom
February 10, 2007
Hmmm, its been awhile since I've updated this thing...
1. Weighed 169 this morning...a new low
2. DD is okay. Her doctor wanted some tests ran - did a head CT and blood work - all were negative so he things it was vagal syncope (basically - she fainted due to the pain/blood/trauma). I feel better about this and so does she.
3. My job is definitely in jeopardy. Matter of fact - I think the writing is on the wall. I met with who would be my boss and she said there are jobs for everyone in the dept - but they are in Nashville, TN. Yikes. I said I was open to moving, but I really doubted I was. That was a week ago Friday. Since that time I've seen some red flags causing me to question whether I really want to be part of this new company anyway. So, I called her yesterday and told her I wasn't interested in moving, and if my position is going to be eliminated I would rather it be sooner rather than later. In the meantime I've sent out some resumes and had an interview with a headhunter and a lead on a job - I have an interview set up for next week. The job is a great match to my experience - it would be great if it panned out but I really don't want to have to leave the severance package on the table if I can avoid it. It just depends on the timing of everything. I kinda hope within the next week or so that I am let go - that would free me up a little to really focus on the job hunt. Part of the severance pkg is they would pay my cobra for 2.5 months, so that is good as far as medical/insurance is concerned. We'll see what happens.
4. I've been eating like crap lately. My weight loss has really slowed - which is good I guess otherwise I would be loosing too much. I am wearing more 12's lately. I have to go shopping for suits for interviews, etc. Too bad for me...:)
5. I've been soooo tired lately - my sleep is all messed up due to the anxiety over teh job. My ability to sleep/get fully rested is so hugely affected by what is happening in my life. It drives me crazy because it just is so hard to be sharp when I am short on sleep. It really affects me. I have been waking up at 4:00 ish and awake for 1 to 1.5 hours and then I fall asleep for a short while, which is probably worse. oy oy oy!
1. Weighed 169 this morning...a new low
2. DD is okay. Her doctor wanted some tests ran - did a head CT and blood work - all were negative so he things it was vagal syncope (basically - she fainted due to the pain/blood/trauma). I feel better about this and so does she.
3. My job is definitely in jeopardy. Matter of fact - I think the writing is on the wall. I met with who would be my boss and she said there are jobs for everyone in the dept - but they are in Nashville, TN. Yikes. I said I was open to moving, but I really doubted I was. That was a week ago Friday. Since that time I've seen some red flags causing me to question whether I really want to be part of this new company anyway. So, I called her yesterday and told her I wasn't interested in moving, and if my position is going to be eliminated I would rather it be sooner rather than later. In the meantime I've sent out some resumes and had an interview with a headhunter and a lead on a job - I have an interview set up for next week. The job is a great match to my experience - it would be great if it panned out but I really don't want to have to leave the severance package on the table if I can avoid it. It just depends on the timing of everything. I kinda hope within the next week or so that I am let go - that would free me up a little to really focus on the job hunt. Part of the severance pkg is they would pay my cobra for 2.5 months, so that is good as far as medical/insurance is concerned. We'll see what happens.
4. I've been eating like crap lately. My weight loss has really slowed - which is good I guess otherwise I would be loosing too much. I am wearing more 12's lately. I have to go shopping for suits for interviews, etc. Too bad for me...:)
5. I've been soooo tired lately - my sleep is all messed up due to the anxiety over teh job. My ability to sleep/get fully rested is so hugely affected by what is happening in my life. It drives me crazy because it just is so hard to be sharp when I am short on sleep. It really affects me. I have been waking up at 4:00 ish and awake for 1 to 1.5 hours and then I fall asleep for a short while, which is probably worse. oy oy oy!
February 10, 2007
Hmmm, its been awhile since I've updated this thing...
1. Weighed 169 this morning...a new low
2. DD is okay. Her doctor wanted some tests ran - did a head CT and blood work - all were negative so he things it was vagal syncope (basically - she fainted due to the pain/blood/trauma). I feel better about this and so does she.
3. My job is definitely in jeopardy. Matter of fact - I think the writing is on the wall. I met with who would be my boss and she said there are jobs for everyone in the dept - but they are in Nashville, TN. Yikes. I said I was open to moving, but I really doubted I was. That was a week ago Friday. Since that time I've seen some red flags causing me to question whether I really want to be part of this new company anyway. So, I called her yesterday and told her I wasn't interested in moving, and if my position is going to be eliminated I would rather it be sooner rather than later. In the meantime I've sent out some resumes and had an interview with a headhunter and a lead on a job - I have an interview set up for next week. The job is a great match to my experience - it would be great if it panned out but I really don't want to have to leave the severance package on the table if I can avoid it. It just depends on the timing of everything. I kinda hope within the next week or so that I am let go - that would free me up a little to really focus on the job hunt. Part of the severance pkg is they would pay my cobra for 2.5 months, so that is good as far as medical/insurance is concerned. We'll see what happens.
4. I've been eating like crap lately. My weight loss has really slowed - which is good I guess otherwise I would be loosing too much. I am wearing more 12's lately. I have to go shopping for suits for interviews, etc. Too bad for me...:)
5. I've been soooo tired lately - my sleep is all messed up due to the anxiety over teh job. My ability to sleep/get fully rested is so hugely affected by what is happening in my life. It drives me crazy because it just is so hard to be sharp when I am short on sleep. It really affects me. I have been waking up at 4:00 ish and awake for 1 to 1.5 hours and then I fall asleep for a short while, which is probably worse. oy oy oy!
1. Weighed 169 this morning...a new low
2. DD is okay. Her doctor wanted some tests ran - did a head CT and blood work - all were negative so he things it was vagal syncope (basically - she fainted due to the pain/blood/trauma). I feel better about this and so does she.
3. My job is definitely in jeopardy. Matter of fact - I think the writing is on the wall. I met with who would be my boss and she said there are jobs for everyone in the dept - but they are in Nashville, TN. Yikes. I said I was open to moving, but I really doubted I was. That was a week ago Friday. Since that time I've seen some red flags causing me to question whether I really want to be part of this new company anyway. So, I called her yesterday and told her I wasn't interested in moving, and if my position is going to be eliminated I would rather it be sooner rather than later. In the meantime I've sent out some resumes and had an interview with a headhunter and a lead on a job - I have an interview set up for next week. The job is a great match to my experience - it would be great if it panned out but I really don't want to have to leave the severance package on the table if I can avoid it. It just depends on the timing of everything. I kinda hope within the next week or so that I am let go - that would free me up a little to really focus on the job hunt. Part of the severance pkg is they would pay my cobra for 2.5 months, so that is good as far as medical/insurance is concerned. We'll see what happens.
4. I've been eating like crap lately. My weight loss has really slowed - which is good I guess otherwise I would be loosing too much. I am wearing more 12's lately. I have to go shopping for suits for interviews, etc. Too bad for me...:)
5. I've been soooo tired lately - my sleep is all messed up due to the anxiety over teh job. My ability to sleep/get fully rested is so hugely affected by what is happening in my life. It drives me crazy because it just is so hard to be sharp when I am short on sleep. It really affects me. I have been waking up at 4:00 ish and awake for 1 to 1.5 hours and then I fall asleep for a short while, which is probably worse. oy oy oy!
February 10, 2007
Hmmm, its been awhile since I've updated this thing...
1. Weighed 169 this morning...a new low
2. DD is okay. Her doctor wanted some tests ran - did a head CT and blood work - all were negative so he things it was vagal syncope (basically - she fainted due to the pain/blood/trauma). I feel better about this and so does she.
3. My job is definitely in jeopardy. Matter of fact - I think the writing is on the wall. I met with who would be my boss and she said there are jobs for everyone in the dept - but they are in Nashville, TN. Yikes. I said I was open to moving, but I really doubted I was. That was a week ago Friday. Since that time I've seen some red flags causing me to question whether I really want to be part of this new company anyway. So, I called her yesterday and told her I wasn't interested in moving, and if my position is going to be eliminated I would rather it be sooner rather than later. In the meantime I've sent out some resumes and had an interview with a headhunter and a lead on a job - I have an interview set up for next week. The job is a great match to my experience - it would be great if it panned out but I really don't want to have to leave the severance package on the table if I can avoid it. It just depends on the timing of everything. I kinda hope within the next week or so that I am let go - that would free me up a little to really focus on the job hunt. Part of the severance pkg is they would pay my cobra for 2.5 months, so that is good as far as medical/insurance is concerned. We'll see what happens.
4. I've been eating like crap lately. My weight loss has really slowed - which is good I guess otherwise I would be loosing too much. I am wearing more 12's lately. I have to go shopping for suits for interviews, etc. Too bad for me...:)
5. I've been soooo tired lately - my sleep is all messed up due to the anxiety over teh job. My ability to sleep/get fully rested is so hugely affected by what is happening in my life. It drives me crazy because it just is so hard to be sharp when I am short on sleep. It really affects me. I have been waking up at 4:00 ish and awake for 1 to 1.5 hours and then I fall asleep for a short while, which is probably worse. oy oy oy!
1. Weighed 169 this morning...a new low
2. DD is okay. Her doctor wanted some tests ran - did a head CT and blood work - all were negative so he things it was vagal syncope (basically - she fainted due to the pain/blood/trauma). I feel better about this and so does she.
3. My job is definitely in jeopardy. Matter of fact - I think the writing is on the wall. I met with who would be my boss and she said there are jobs for everyone in the dept - but they are in Nashville, TN. Yikes. I said I was open to moving, but I really doubted I was. That was a week ago Friday. Since that time I've seen some red flags causing me to question whether I really want to be part of this new company anyway. So, I called her yesterday and told her I wasn't interested in moving, and if my position is going to be eliminated I would rather it be sooner rather than later. In the meantime I've sent out some resumes and had an interview with a headhunter and a lead on a job - I have an interview set up for next week. The job is a great match to my experience - it would be great if it panned out but I really don't want to have to leave the severance package on the table if I can avoid it. It just depends on the timing of everything. I kinda hope within the next week or so that I am let go - that would free me up a little to really focus on the job hunt. Part of the severance pkg is they would pay my cobra for 2.5 months, so that is good as far as medical/insurance is concerned. We'll see what happens.
4. I've been eating like crap lately. My weight loss has really slowed - which is good I guess otherwise I would be loosing too much. I am wearing more 12's lately. I have to go shopping for suits for interviews, etc. Too bad for me...:)
5. I've been soooo tired lately - my sleep is all messed up due to the anxiety over teh job. My ability to sleep/get fully rested is so hugely affected by what is happening in my life. It drives me crazy because it just is so hard to be sharp when I am short on sleep. It really affects me. I have been waking up at 4:00 ish and awake for 1 to 1.5 hours and then I fall asleep for a short while, which is probably worse. oy oy oy!
February 10, 2007
Hmmm, its been awhile since I've updated this thing...
1. Weighed 169 this morning...a new low
2. DD is okay. Her doctor wanted some tests ran - did a head CT and blood work - all were negative so he things it was vagal syncope (basically - she fainted due to the pain/blood/trauma). I feel better about this and so does she.
3. My job is definitely in jeopardy. Matter of fact - I think the writing is on the wall. I met with who would be my boss and she said there are jobs for everyone in the dept - but they are in Nashville, TN. Yikes. I said I was open to moving, but I really doubted I was. That was a week ago Friday. Since that time I've seen some red flags causing me to question whether I really want to be part of this new company anyway. So, I called her yesterday and told her I wasn't interested in moving, and if my position is going to be eliminated I would rather it be sooner rather than later. In the meantime I've sent out some resumes and had an interview with a headhunter and a lead on a job - I have an interview set up for next week. The job is a great match to my experience - it would be great if it panned out but I really don't want to have to leave the severance package on the table if I can avoid it. It just depends on the timing of everything. I kinda hope within the next week or so that I am let go - that would free me up a little to really focus on the job hunt. Part of the severance pkg is they would pay my cobra for 2.5 months, so that is good as far as medical/insurance is concerned. We'll see what happens.
4. I've been eating like crap lately. My weight loss has really slowed - which is good I guess otherwise I would be loosing too much. I am wearing more 12's lately. I have to go shopping for suits for interviews, etc. Too bad for me...:)
5. I've been soooo tired lately - my sleep is all messed up due to the anxiety over teh job. My ability to sleep/get fully rested is so hugely affected by what is happening in my life. It drives me crazy because it just is so hard to be sharp when I am short on sleep. It really affects me. I have been waking up at 4:00 ish and awake for 1 to 1.5 hours and then I fall asleep for a short while, which is probably worse. oy oy oy!
1. Weighed 169 this morning...a new low
2. DD is okay. Her doctor wanted some tests ran - did a head CT and blood work - all were negative so he things it was vagal syncope (basically - she fainted due to the pain/blood/trauma). I feel better about this and so does she.
3. My job is definitely in jeopardy. Matter of fact - I think the writing is on the wall. I met with who would be my boss and she said there are jobs for everyone in the dept - but they are in Nashville, TN. Yikes. I said I was open to moving, but I really doubted I was. That was a week ago Friday. Since that time I've seen some red flags causing me to question whether I really want to be part of this new company anyway. So, I called her yesterday and told her I wasn't interested in moving, and if my position is going to be eliminated I would rather it be sooner rather than later. In the meantime I've sent out some resumes and had an interview with a headhunter and a lead on a job - I have an interview set up for next week. The job is a great match to my experience - it would be great if it panned out but I really don't want to have to leave the severance package on the table if I can avoid it. It just depends on the timing of everything. I kinda hope within the next week or so that I am let go - that would free me up a little to really focus on the job hunt. Part of the severance pkg is they would pay my cobra for 2.5 months, so that is good as far as medical/insurance is concerned. We'll see what happens.
4. I've been eating like crap lately. My weight loss has really slowed - which is good I guess otherwise I would be loosing too much. I am wearing more 12's lately. I have to go shopping for suits for interviews, etc. Too bad for me...:)
5. I've been soooo tired lately - my sleep is all messed up due to the anxiety over teh job. My ability to sleep/get fully rested is so hugely affected by what is happening in my life. It drives me crazy because it just is so hard to be sharp when I am short on sleep. It really affects me. I have been waking up at 4:00 ish and awake for 1 to 1.5 hours and then I fall asleep for a short while, which is probably worse. oy oy oy!
February 10, 2007
Hmmm, its been awhile since I've updated this thing...
1. Weighed 169 this morning...a new low
2. DD is okay. Her doctor wanted some tests ran - did a head CT and blood work - all were negative so he things it was vagal syncope (basically - she fainted due to the pain/blood/trauma). I feel better about this and so does she.
3. My job is definitely in jeopardy. Matter of fact - I think the writing is on the wall. I met with who would be my boss and she said there are jobs for everyone in the dept - but they are in Nashville, TN. Yikes. I said I was open to moving, but I really doubted I was. That was a week ago Friday. Since that time I've seen some red flags causing me to question whether I really want to be part of this new company anyway. So, I called her yesterday and told her I wasn't interested in moving, and if my position is going to be eliminated I would rather it be sooner rather than later. In the meantime I've sent out some resumes and had an interview with a headhunter and a lead on a job - I have an interview set up for next week. The job is a great match to my experience - it would be great if it panned out but I really don't want to have to leave the severance package on the table if I can avoid it. It just depends on the timing of everything. I kinda hope within the next week or so that I am let go - that would free me up a little to really focus on the job hunt. Part of the severance pkg is they would pay my cobra for 2.5 months, so that is good as far as medical/insurance is concerned. We'll see what happens.
4. I've been eating like crap lately. My weight loss has really slowed - which is good I guess otherwise I would be loosing too much. I am wearing more 12's lately. I have to go shopping for suits for interviews, etc. Too bad for me...:)
5. I've been soooo tired lately - my sleep is all messed up due to the anxiety over teh job. My ability to sleep/get fully rested is so hugely affected by what is happening in my life. It drives me crazy because it just is so hard to be sharp when I am short on sleep. It really affects me. I have been waking up at 4:00 ish and awake for 1 to 1.5 hours and then I fall asleep for a short while, which is probably worse. oy oy oy!
1. Weighed 169 this morning...a new low
2. DD is okay. Her doctor wanted some tests ran - did a head CT and blood work - all were negative so he things it was vagal syncope (basically - she fainted due to the pain/blood/trauma). I feel better about this and so does she.
3. My job is definitely in jeopardy. Matter of fact - I think the writing is on the wall. I met with who would be my boss and she said there are jobs for everyone in the dept - but they are in Nashville, TN. Yikes. I said I was open to moving, but I really doubted I was. That was a week ago Friday. Since that time I've seen some red flags causing me to question whether I really want to be part of this new company anyway. So, I called her yesterday and told her I wasn't interested in moving, and if my position is going to be eliminated I would rather it be sooner rather than later. In the meantime I've sent out some resumes and had an interview with a headhunter and a lead on a job - I have an interview set up for next week. The job is a great match to my experience - it would be great if it panned out but I really don't want to have to leave the severance package on the table if I can avoid it. It just depends on the timing of everything. I kinda hope within the next week or so that I am let go - that would free me up a little to really focus on the job hunt. Part of the severance pkg is they would pay my cobra for 2.5 months, so that is good as far as medical/insurance is concerned. We'll see what happens.
4. I've been eating like crap lately. My weight loss has really slowed - which is good I guess otherwise I would be loosing too much. I am wearing more 12's lately. I have to go shopping for suits for interviews, etc. Too bad for me...:)
5. I've been soooo tired lately - my sleep is all messed up due to the anxiety over teh job. My ability to sleep/get fully rested is so hugely affected by what is happening in my life. It drives me crazy because it just is so hard to be sharp when I am short on sleep. It really affects me. I have been waking up at 4:00 ish and awake for 1 to 1.5 hours and then I fall asleep for a short while, which is probably worse. oy oy oy!
February 10, 2007
Hmmm, its been awhile since I've updated this thing...
1. Weighed 169 this morning...a new low
2. DD is okay. Her doctor wanted some tests ran - did a head CT and blood work - all were negative so he things it was vagal syncope (basically - she fainted due to the pain/blood/trauma). I feel better about this and so does she.
3. My job is definitely in jeopardy. Matter of fact - I think the writing is on the wall. I met with who would be my boss and she said there are jobs for everyone in the dept - but they are in Nashville, TN. Yikes. I said I was open to moving, but I really doubted I was. That was a week ago Friday. Since that time I've seen some red flags causing me to question whether I really want to be part of this new company anyway. So, I called her yesterday and told her I wasn't interested in moving, and if my position is going to be eliminated I would rather it be sooner rather than later. In the meantime I've sent out some resumes and had an interview with a headhunter and a lead on a job - I have an interview set up for next week. The job is a great match to my experience - it would be great if it panned out but I really don't want to have to leave the severance package on the table if I can avoid it. It just depends on the timing of everything. I kinda hope within the next week or so that I am let go - that would free me up a little to really focus on the job hunt. Part of the severance pkg is they would pay my cobra for 2.5 months, so that is good as far as medical/insurance is concerned. We'll see what happens.
4. I've been eating like crap lately. My weight loss has really slowed - which is good I guess otherwise I would be loosing too much. I am wearing more 12's lately. I have to go shopping for suits for interviews, etc. Too bad for me...:)
5. I've been soooo tired lately - my sleep is all messed up due to the anxiety over teh job. My ability to sleep/get fully rested is so hugely affected by what is happening in my life. It drives me crazy because it just is so hard to be sharp when I am short on sleep. It really affects me. I have been waking up at 4:00 ish and awake for 1 to 1.5 hours and then I fall asleep for a short while, which is probably worse. oy oy oy!
1. Weighed 169 this morning...a new low
2. DD is okay. Her doctor wanted some tests ran - did a head CT and blood work - all were negative so he things it was vagal syncope (basically - she fainted due to the pain/blood/trauma). I feel better about this and so does she.
3. My job is definitely in jeopardy. Matter of fact - I think the writing is on the wall. I met with who would be my boss and she said there are jobs for everyone in the dept - but they are in Nashville, TN. Yikes. I said I was open to moving, but I really doubted I was. That was a week ago Friday. Since that time I've seen some red flags causing me to question whether I really want to be part of this new company anyway. So, I called her yesterday and told her I wasn't interested in moving, and if my position is going to be eliminated I would rather it be sooner rather than later. In the meantime I've sent out some resumes and had an interview with a headhunter and a lead on a job - I have an interview set up for next week. The job is a great match to my experience - it would be great if it panned out but I really don't want to have to leave the severance package on the table if I can avoid it. It just depends on the timing of everything. I kinda hope within the next week or so that I am let go - that would free me up a little to really focus on the job hunt. Part of the severance pkg is they would pay my cobra for 2.5 months, so that is good as far as medical/insurance is concerned. We'll see what happens.
4. I've been eating like crap lately. My weight loss has really slowed - which is good I guess otherwise I would be loosing too much. I am wearing more 12's lately. I have to go shopping for suits for interviews, etc. Too bad for me...:)
5. I've been soooo tired lately - my sleep is all messed up due to the anxiety over teh job. My ability to sleep/get fully rested is so hugely affected by what is happening in my life. It drives me crazy because it just is so hard to be sharp when I am short on sleep. It really affects me. I have been waking up at 4:00 ish and awake for 1 to 1.5 hours and then I fall asleep for a short while, which is probably worse. oy oy oy!
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Big O, NE
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Oct 03, 2005
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