Gosh Patricia, you must be really bummed. But, remember, God has a plan for you, and I guess the plan for today was just to remove that infected gallbladder. You rest up and get rid of any residual infection, and you'll be all set for the rest of the surgery in a month or so. I mean, did you really want the surgery done anyway and take the risk of dying from infection? I think not. You hang in there, girl. Your day will come. I hope your recovery from this surgery is quick and uneventful. Bless you.