December 18th I go in for one of the last major parts of my journey. I have the abdominal plasty and hernia repair.
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I was telling someone as work that I was concerned about this surgery more then the last one. They laughed and could not even understand how I could feel that way. I have lost 7 sizes in shirts, 32 inches in waist size, over 150 body inches total, and 310 lbs of total weight LOSS. I went from 11 medications a day to 3 vitamins, BiPAP machine to sleeping like a baby with no mask on my face. I am in better health then when I was in High School. Yet this time I have something to loose. I have learned the true VALUE of life. What a wonderful chance God has given me. I know now more then anything I want to hang around for a while. I love living my new life. This time is scarey simply due to now I have a life. At 585 lbs I had no quality. God as given me such a beautiful gift.
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I was released from my own personl prision July 5 2002. I was 585. I have now lost more weight then I currently weigh. I feel fantasitic, and I also know to complete my journey I have to have this surgery as well. I think the fear will help carry me making good decisions on through with the rest of my life. My body truly deserves a break from the abuse I spent giving it for 20 yrs.
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I am so glad to be back in the game, and so glad to have done this journey.My "Angel" for this little twirl into the Hospital will be MARY-JO Banish. She come to my support group weekly. She has become my best friend. Mary-jo had the surgery 9 months ago and has done wonderful. She will post for me on my recovery. I hope to be home within 48 Hours. I was told to look for 25lbs of skin disappearing. I will go in with a 40 inch waist, and come out a 36 inch waist. WOW.... God Bless.... I share the fears and the victory because I know what it was like to rmemeber looking lurking for success believing there had to be a chance to live. If your pre-op and considering this KNOW this, it is the best chance of a new life that you got. I would do it all again to have just half the succes I had. God Bless all of you. You have become a family to me.... Please keep me in your prayers and good thoughts